Mum and Dad

Semalam mase on the way balik tu tetibe rase rindu sgt2 kat my mum..dont know why. Rase mcm laju je nak balik n jumpe mak. Sampai2 uma je nengok my mum sedang masak utk makan malam. so i just let her prepare and trus g mandi (bukan xnak tolong tp agak fenat...hehe..ngan badan masham lg..its better for me g mandi dulu kan kan?? ~membela diri)

Then mum mcm paham2 je..die masuk bilik n trus stat borak ngan anak die yg sorg ni..aku lak tetibe rajin kan nak jahit baju baru utk si buntal aku...gile penat. mane x nye, aku jahit pakai tgn je...sume..dr jahitan tepi sampai ke sumenye (sebab mesin jahit rosak) -.-'

Walaupon jahitan die agak messy...but aku berjaya siapkan baju baru utk buntal kesygn aku...yay! nti sy upload gamba ek ^_^

Ok mcm biase, aku stat melalut balik...huhu..

ok..thats my mum, my family ~

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~Found this dalam draft and suddenly my tears klua. Ya Allah rindu nye ngan Abah..da dekat 3 bulan abah pulang ke pangkuan yg Esa.  

Ya Allah, ampuni la dosa abahku, tempatkan la die dikalangan org2 yg beriman. 

Abah, ozie rindu sgt kat abah..makin besar perut ni makin rase sebak dan emosi xstable. Tak ade rezeki abah nak jumpe anak ozie. Xde rezeki anak ozie nak kenal baba die. Tapi ozie redha abah pergi sebab itu yg tercatat dalam buku abah..

Abah, thanks for being such a nice dad. you are the best abah ever..ozie rase bersyukur sgt Allah pinjam kan abah walaupon cume 29thn je..abah da jalankan tanggungjawab abah sebaik mungkin. tak ade satu pon yg abah kurangkan mase besarkan kitorg semua. Kitorg je yang banyak kekurangan mase jadi anak abah.

Maafkan kitorg ek..

Al fatihah untuk arwah abah.. 13 Sept 1954 ~ 13 June 2015

**I do always pray for Abah, so dont stop me when i want to 'coretkan' something here.

Journey to motherhood

Bismillah..

Alhamdulillah segala pujian bg Allah. My little baby da already 7 month in my tummy.
Cant wait to see you dear baby kecik. Lame tunggu tau.. ni kalo kua mmg gigit2.

For those yg xtau, let me inform here (tempat paling selamat sebab tak ade org follow pon.kihkih)
I manage to get pregnant right after one month gugur.

Gelojoh?? tanye laki saye. wakakaka.. ok sebenarnye ni mmg xdirancang pon. But as Allah always said, kalau rezeki da sampai, mmg akan dapat juaa. FYI, this time pregnant aku xjaga2 langsung sbb x aspect ade isi dalam perut ni.  Siap men basikal lompat2, pakai girdle more than 12 hours gi kenduri kawen, nak nampak kurus punye pasal. Then minum teh detox yang mmg terang2 da kate org pregnant xleh minum.

Pehh.. nampak x? the first and second pregnancy bukan men jaga but end up xde rezeki, Allah cume pinjam kan sementara. And this one, da wat mcm2 pon Alhamdulillah manage to get through sampai skang, 3rd trimester. InsyaAllah, jika diizinkan Allah, my little baby akan kelua pada December ni. :')

For those yang still xde rezeki, trust Allah..Allah know best..insyaAllah kalau da sampai masa, you will get one. Tapi mcmane pon jgn lupe usaha, doa dan tawakal. Da sampai mase, Allah akan beri. Kalau bukan kat sini, insyaAllah ganjaran di sana.

Peh matured gile tulisan aku. hahahha bakal mummy la katekan.

Please pray for me!

Dear baby, please be strong inside my tummy and please beri kerjasama mase nak keluar nanti ok! I've been waiting for you for quit sometimes, so please jadi anak yg soleh & solehah.

Love, your mummy :p

New Addiction

Ok, sebenarnye da lame minat and hafal lagu2 arab.
Tapi zaman Unisel dulu le.
Sampai skang ade jugak lagu yg still buleh la nak nyanyi terutamenye lagu Pascal Khaya la.
Peberetttt..

Start keje lepas tu.... haremm..ke laut. Tapi sekarang suke lagu ni!! Boleh wat bahu terangkat. Pehh

Gigih nak hafal hocay!

Lagu ni:- KUN ANTA

Meh tepek lirik sat:

Liujarihim, qoldat tu zohiru ma fihim Pabadautu shakhson a-khar,

kai atafa-khar, Wa zonan tu ana, anni bizalika huztu ghina, Fawajad tu anni kha-sir, fatilka mazohir,

La la, La nahtajul ma-la, Kai nazdada jama-la, Jauharna huna, Fi qalbi talala,

La la, Nurdhin nasi bima-la, Nardhohu la na ha-la, Za-ka jamaluna, Yasmu yataa’la

Oh Wo Oh (6x),

Kun anta tazdada jamala (2x)

Attaqabbalhum, anna-su lastu qalliduhum, Illa bima yurdhi-ni, kai urdhi-ni,

Sa akunu ana, mithli tamaman hazana, Fakona a’ti takfini, za-ka yaqi-ni,

La la, La nahtajul ma-la, Kai nazdada jama-la, Jauharna huna, Fi qalbi talala,

La la, Nurdhin nasi bima-la, Nardhohu la na ha-la, Za-ka jamaluna, Yasmu yataa’la

Oh Wo Oh (6x)

Kun anta tazdada jamala

Saakunu ana, man ardho ana, lan asa’ la liri dhohum,

Waakunu ana, ma ahwa ana, ma-li wama liridhohum,

Saakunu ana, man ardho ana, lan asa’ la liri dhohum,

Waakunu ana, ma ahwa ana, lan ardho ana biridhohum

La la, La nahtajul ma-la, Kai nazdada jama-la, Jauharna huna, Fi qalbi talala,

La la, Nurdhin nasi bima-la, Nardhohu la na ha-la, Za-ka jamaluna, Yasmu yataa’la

Oh Wo Oh (6x),

Kun anta tazdada jamala (2x)

Annoying!!

Pernah tak korang deal dengan orang yang menjengkelkan?? Yes, yang annoying???
Well I am now!

It is so annoying and stress to have 'U' as my boss!
Been working with 5 different bosses in this same company but none of them yang kalut macam kau. tau x???

Ok its not that i am being person yang xbersyukur ke ape dengan kerja ni tapi hello, xsuke la kalau jenis yang mintak keje same sampai berpuluh kali! berape kali nak bg benda yang same?? somemore kalo nak discuss one point sampai berjam2! u r wasting my time u know?? Better ak siapkan kerja.

Yes, bagus la nak bincang and explain on the work tapi kalo berjam jam, it doesnt make sense tau! we all are not school children la. Even all the big bosses pon cakap kau ni kalut..benda blom nyata depan mate ko sibuk nak discuss and suruh org wat decision. Haiyooooo

Ha nampak tak stress gile?? tulis xde stop,taip terus jeee.

Ade jugak ak ikut cadangan one of my colleague yang tak tahan same unnder die. Die mintak kite sume wat solat hajat. bhahahah..rase mcm nak cube je.. rather than we all stop kerja then better die yang blah kan? ramai akan happy sikit..agak2 lut tak solat hajat kat kapir ni??

Haih..

Ok, jgn tanye nape aku xcari kerja lain ek.. aku da cari, and da dapat da pon. tapi sebab kan something came up, aku tolak..sedih weh..that was what im looking for, tp i believe Allah have better planning for me..and aku tak regret aku tolak sebab 'something' ni..Sbb yang ni lebih ak nantikan dari benda lain..

Oh pray for me. Hope aku leh kuat semangat nak kerja and deal with this annoying person..rase mcm nak resign terus wehhh! kalau xde komitmen, mmg aku bantai resign.

Ok, thats all for now.

**tgh taip2, mangkuk ni datang plak tempat aku. hohoho macam tau je tgh kutuk. nasib wehhhh aku tutup skrin. Puiii, bagi heart attack betol

Looking for New Environment

Nak berhenti Kejeee!!

Itu je. Kbye.


**Done update!! kahkahkah

Takde Rezeki

Hello blog yang lame terbiar!

Im back! With more happiness in my life :')

Ok, if you refer back to my post on last May kot, ade satu post about how bless i am with my life and waiting for that moment...January.

If org yg dah kawen mst dapat agak ape moment yang ditunggu2. and you all know that there's something not right with the moment.

Well, there's no more hope on that January. Yes, im pregnant and telah pon gugur pada June aritu.
My pregnancy was about two month :')

I know that is one of the saddest moment in every women's life tapi why i say more happiness in my life?? because alhamdulillah aku adalah one of the insan terpilih oleh Allah. Not every one get to feel that.

Sedih mmg sedih. In fact, memule aku xleh nak accept..sedih sgt2 and feel down lagi2 tgk sorg2 upload gamba la status la saying they pregnant. Ade jugak moment yg aku rase nak marah kat sape2 yg letak status pasal pregnancy sbb mase aku pregnant dulu xde pon aku upload ape ke sbb i know few of my fren da kawen lame still xpregnant and i dont want them to feel sad.

But after that, my hubby bagi semangat and then i realize, rezeki tu milik Allah. 'Die' boleh bagi dan tarik bile2 mase. And im lucky to be chosen dengan ujian ni sbb xsemua akan rase. And yes, at least i know that i can pregnant :')

Then i felt guilty to those yg i penah nak marah. I mean, semua tu hak masing2. Also, kadang2 bile kite inform org kite pregnant, more & more people will doa and care for you, which is a good thing kan?

But for those yg nak share tu, please be aware not to share too many pasal kegembiraan sbb kite xtau kat lua ni ramai kawan2 kite yg still xde rezeki and they might sad or tense dengan status2 mcm tu. Try to use ayat yg proper. Jgn la letak ayat2 berunsur berlagak atau mengada2 dengan kehamilan anda * emo plak..hahhah*

Let us pray for each other okay? :)

**Rezeki itu akan sampai jua~

p/s: gile dewasa posting aku. hahhaha good job..
ingat aku xpandai tulis formal ke?? im a lecturer hocayyyyy

Alhamdulillah

 Morning!

Im blessed! Thank you Allah. For happiness you gave me.For the good news you gave me..for everything..Thank you Allah. Thank you.


Moga segalanya dipermudahkan. InsyaAllah.

Percaya dgn Qada' dan Qadar. Percaturan Allah lebih baik. Ku bersyukur dengan segalanya.

I hope 'you' will be fine. InsyaAllah. If Allah will, we will see 'you in January.