Im back! With more happiness in my life :')
Ok, if you refer back to my post on last May kot, ade satu post about how bless i am with my life and waiting for that moment...January.
If org yg dah kawen mst dapat agak ape moment yang ditunggu2. and you all know that there's something not right with the moment.
Well, there's no more hope on that January. Yes, im pregnant and telah pon gugur pada June aritu.
My pregnancy was about two month :')
I know that is one of the saddest moment in every women's life tapi why i say more happiness in my life?? because alhamdulillah aku adalah one of the insan terpilih oleh Allah. Not every one get to feel that.
Sedih mmg sedih. In fact, memule aku xleh nak accept..sedih sgt2 and feel down lagi2 tgk sorg2 upload gamba la status la saying they pregnant. Ade jugak moment yg aku rase nak marah kat sape2 yg letak status pasal pregnancy sbb mase aku pregnant dulu xde pon aku upload ape ke sbb i know few of my fren da kawen lame still xpregnant and i dont want them to feel sad.
But after that, my hubby bagi semangat and then i realize, rezeki tu milik Allah. 'Die' boleh bagi dan tarik bile2 mase. And im lucky to be chosen dengan ujian ni sbb xsemua akan rase. And yes, at least i know that i can pregnant :')
Then i felt guilty to those yg i penah nak marah. I mean, semua tu hak masing2. Also, kadang2 bile kite inform org kite pregnant, more & more people will doa and care for you, which is a good thing kan?
But for those yg nak share tu, please be aware not to share too many pasal kegembiraan sbb kite xtau kat lua ni ramai kawan2 kite yg still xde rezeki and they might sad or tense dengan status2 mcm tu. Try to use ayat yg proper. Jgn la letak ayat2 berunsur berlagak atau mengada2 dengan kehamilan anda * emo plak..hahhah*
Let us pray for each other okay? :)
**Rezeki itu akan sampai jua~
p/s: gile dewasa posting aku. hahhaha good job..
ingat aku xpandai tulis formal ke?? im a lecturer hocayyyyy
